Sunday, December 30, 2007
This week was one hectic week.. real busy with work and celebrations..
Monday
Went to work as usual and is damn busy becoz the following day was x'mas day.. singaporean employers very kiasu one.. they sure want to settle their FWs work permit problems before holidays..
Tuesday
X'mas!! haha.. it was more like hari raya because of the family get together that was not planned at all at my aunt's house and there was lots of food!! yummy.. was so tired when i reached home.
Wednesday
Sick.... damn sick.. has fever and pretty bad flu.. just slept the whole day...
Thursday
Went to work and listen to my manager's lecture because too many ppl took MC yesterday.. Haha!! go to hell with her.. reali hated her.. then my first customer for the day was a horrible chinese ER.. reali tested my patience.. rahman is now in the same camp with dear.. hehe.. dear is his sergent too.. what a small world man!! after work, went to take my basic theory and i failed.. haha... wat to do.. didnt study ma... after that i had to rushed to mummy's house for my cousin's birthday celebrations.. damn tired by the time i reached home...
Friday
Went to work as usual and met EN darling after work.... i love the dinner at Fish & Co.. We had seafood platter and it was delicious but then it was was too much for the both of us to finish... even though it was for a few hours, i reali enjoyed with en and glad to hear that now she's attached!!!
Saturday
NAZ finally got married.. the food at her wedding was superb.. especially the prawns.. dear was very sweet to me today.. he was so acting so like a good husband to the wife... taking food for me, peeling my prawns, assuring me that i would have a wonderful wedding soon too... hehe..
As for NAz, she was so beautiful wearing her wedding gown and dear mentioned that her hubby looked like one of my fren.. haha!! best wished to NAZ!!
Sunday
i will be sleeping, eating, watching tv and missing my dear... hehe...
2:49 AM
Sheila has poured her feelings
Monday
Went to work as usual and is damn busy becoz the following day was x'mas day.. singaporean employers very kiasu one.. they sure want to settle their FWs work permit problems before holidays..
Tuesday
X'mas!! haha.. it was more like hari raya because of the family get together that was not planned at all at my aunt's house and there was lots of food!! yummy.. was so tired when i reached home.
Wednesday
Sick.... damn sick.. has fever and pretty bad flu.. just slept the whole day...
Thursday
Went to work and listen to my manager's lecture because too many ppl took MC yesterday.. Haha!! go to hell with her.. reali hated her.. then my first customer for the day was a horrible chinese ER.. reali tested my patience.. rahman is now in the same camp with dear.. hehe.. dear is his sergent too.. what a small world man!! after work, went to take my basic theory and i failed.. haha... wat to do.. didnt study ma... after that i had to rushed to mummy's house for my cousin's birthday celebrations.. damn tired by the time i reached home...
Friday
Went to work as usual and met EN darling after work.... i love the dinner at Fish & Co.. We had seafood platter and it was delicious but then it was was too much for the both of us to finish... even though it was for a few hours, i reali enjoyed with en and glad to hear that now she's attached!!!
Saturday
NAZ finally got married.. the food at her wedding was superb.. especially the prawns.. dear was very sweet to me today.. he was so acting so like a good husband to the wife... taking food for me, peeling my prawns, assuring me that i would have a wonderful wedding soon too... hehe..
As for NAz, she was so beautiful wearing her wedding gown and dear mentioned that her hubby looked like one of my fren.. haha!! best wished to NAZ!!
Sunday
i will be sleeping, eating, watching tv and missing my dear... hehe...
2:49 AM
Sheila has poured her feelings
Saturday, December 22, 2007
Wonderful Month of the year!
Finally i have some time to blog.. hehe.. well, been quite busy these few months. Many things to do and fulfill to win many hearts! hehe.. i recently went to enjoy myself @ Phuket for 3 days 2 nights with Mummy's office colleagues... Finally a wish in my wishlist is fulfilled!! Mummy who is also my aunt always brings me to holidays and she will make sure i dont come out a single cent and that includes, food, accomodation and air fare.. Aiyo damn paisei la but what to do, kalau da rezeki grab je la... hehehehe... it was a reali nice place there.. i was at Patong beach for lunch for two days and there was muslim food!! i was so happy to find muslim food in Phuket.. We watch a cabaret show that was superb.. the props and costumes of the show was spectacular.. it's a show one shouldnt miss in Phuket.. but too bad they are all male.. they look soo pretty that i mistaken them as ladies.. hehehe...
Shopping there was good but its much better in Bangkok. I must go there back one day with my frens maybe for 4 days 3 nights.. anyone interested tell me k! hehe..
This month also our dearest fren from ITE, Nazeema is finally getting married.. That was her dream and ambition since ITE days.. Im happy for her coz her dreams are coming true! She has met the man of her dreams and is getting married at the end of this month.. reali cant wait to see her as a bride.. sure like hindi star! i am so gonna love this wedding as it is a get together for the rest of us as well.. we also bought her a present.. Shh!! cannot tell her.... hehe.... I just love weddings!!
11:12 PM
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Finally i have some time to blog.. hehe.. well, been quite busy these few months. Many things to do and fulfill to win many hearts! hehe.. i recently went to enjoy myself @ Phuket for 3 days 2 nights with Mummy's office colleagues... Finally a wish in my wishlist is fulfilled!! Mummy who is also my aunt always brings me to holidays and she will make sure i dont come out a single cent and that includes, food, accomodation and air fare.. Aiyo damn paisei la but what to do, kalau da rezeki grab je la... hehehehe... it was a reali nice place there.. i was at Patong beach for lunch for two days and there was muslim food!! i was so happy to find muslim food in Phuket.. We watch a cabaret show that was superb.. the props and costumes of the show was spectacular.. it's a show one shouldnt miss in Phuket.. but too bad they are all male.. they look soo pretty that i mistaken them as ladies.. hehehe...
Shopping there was good but its much better in Bangkok. I must go there back one day with my frens maybe for 4 days 3 nights.. anyone interested tell me k! hehe..
This month also our dearest fren from ITE, Nazeema is finally getting married.. That was her dream and ambition since ITE days.. Im happy for her coz her dreams are coming true! She has met the man of her dreams and is getting married at the end of this month.. reali cant wait to see her as a bride.. sure like hindi star! i am so gonna love this wedding as it is a get together for the rest of us as well.. we also bought her a present.. Shh!! cannot tell her.... hehe.... I just love weddings!!
11:12 PM
Sheila has poured her feelings
Friday, December 14, 2007
10:12 AM
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Tuesday, September 04, 2007Ratatouille!!
Yesterday was a long day for me.. Went to TTSH for appoinment on my drug allergies and thenproceed to meet Aiz and Zaidi for dinner and the movie Ratatouille.. Aiz's mom got free tickets and it was sweet of Aiz to ask me and Is along... Thanks Aiz! It was a splendid movie.. It is meant for the whole family to watch.. Here is a little summary of the movie..
"Ratatouille" is about a lovable rat - Remy - who constantly risks his life in an expensive French restaurant because of his love for good food, as well as a burning desire to become a gourmet chef. Obviously, this is rather far-fetched for a rat but opportunity knocks when a young boy, who desperately needs to keep his job at the restaurant despite not being able to cook to save his life, makes Remy a partner. The two of them learn to avoid the insane head chef, bring the rest of Remy's family up to his culinary standards, win the boy a girlfriend, and of course, produce the finest ratatouille in all of France!
Its a must watch movie!! Go watch it folks!
1:55 PM
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Sunday, September 02, 2007Paranoid
I don know why these few days has been the most darkest period of my life for this year... After my OP, i become a little paranoid abt lots of things including my relationship.. I don know why but i feel that dear is not truthful to me nowadays.. maybe he's found someone else in his life.. maybe im no longer special to him.. im already feeling down that i cant eat and drink properly and even on Saturdays now i no longer spend time with him... Its been two saturdays already that he' s busy with stuffs.. I don noe whether i should believe him or not.. Because my sixth sense is telling me that he no longer loves me as much as before.. Haiz.. im trying not to be paranoid but there's always a saying that he's tired..
Im also worried for my bestie.. She loves to club now and the most i can help her is just advise her.. Its not that i don allow her to club, but she's addicted to it now and its all becoz of the jerk that came into her life.. He hurt my bestie and made her become what she has become today..
I reali hope she will change back to my old ain.. Sometimes i reali wonder why there are guys in this world.. Guys only know who to play with girls heart.. Today they say hi to you and tmrw they say bye.. Sometimes i myself don know if my bf is the one for me.. I hope that ive not made the wrong choice because i reali don want to regret it one day..
This poem is dedicated to all my frens and my bestie...
A Friend of Mine...
I've never ever met anyone quite like you.....
I've never ever met anyone quite like you.....
You're genuine and warm, and your heart is true.
People can count on you for that warm embrace,
For you help them through the challenges that they are forced to face.
You're happy for your friends and the path that they choose,
You'll be there forever, because you, they will never lose.
To your family you're a jewel that shines in the night..
If there's something wrong, you can make it right.
Your a person of strength and courage and love,
A friend I'll always cherish and definitely love.
12:25 AM
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Thursday, August 30, 2007
Today is the fourth day after my tonsilitis operation.. It still hurts and i cant even talk or eat properly.. I feel so depressed as im unable to communicate that well and eat well.. Well, frens who have known me for some time know that eating and talking are my hobbies.. These few days reali tested my perseverance and my self confidence.
I can feel that now my sense of confidence is at a low level and if i don meet my bf, bestie and collegues at work i will go crazy.. yes crazy!! hehe...
I feel so sad.. reali sad.. i used to be a cheerful and happy go lucky person before my OP, but now im just so down.. HELP!! HELP!! I want to be recovered soon so i can go back to my happy life again. I have 19 days of hospitalisation leave.. My goodness!! i don think im going to wait that long to go back to work... Maybe once ive recovered, i'll be back as soon as i can so i can be happy once again! Woo Hoo!! At this moment, i reali miss my dear, my bestie, angie and Nadiah! I need my self confidence back!!!
10:31 PM
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I can feel that now my sense of confidence is at a low level and if i don meet my bf, bestie and collegues at work i will go crazy.. yes crazy!! hehe...
I feel so sad.. reali sad.. i used to be a cheerful and happy go lucky person before my OP, but now im just so down.. HELP!! HELP!! I want to be recovered soon so i can go back to my happy life again. I have 19 days of hospitalisation leave.. My goodness!! i don think im going to wait that long to go back to work... Maybe once ive recovered, i'll be back as soon as i can so i can be happy once again! Woo Hoo!! At this moment, i reali miss my dear, my bestie, angie and Nadiah! I need my self confidence back!!!
10:31 PM
Sheila has poured her feelings
Sunday, August 19, 2007My bro called me on Sunday evening to inform that daddy (uncle) has passed away. My heart sank and i feel reali sad but was not able to let out my sadness.. Finally his sufferings has stopped and mummy no longer has to bear all the burden on her shoulders. It must have been hard on her all these months.. Tmrw i have to go for the funeral and will be on leave. My mum seems to be lost in thoughts thinking abt my daddy (uncle) that has passed away.
At this moment, i cant explain my feelings.. I feel scared, terrified and im not able to go to sleep.. I have this problem of insomnia whenever i go for funerals.. I hate this feeling.. its a feeling that i have difficulty overcoming.. i tried to pray hard to Allah to let me sleep in peace but i was still unable to.. i reali cant wait for morning so i can go to work and forget all that happened today.. Funerals were never a nice thing for me.. I reali pity my mother coz she has to stay awake to calm me down so im able to fall asleep but its still not working.. God, pls take all the unhappy moments i had today from my heart and tenangkan la fikiran hambamu ini.. And looking at my uncle that passed away so young at the age of 53 i realise that life is indeed short and evryone ought to find peace and the right path of life that is blessed by Allah.. I reali feel insaf and intend to get myself closer to Allah..
At this moment, i cant explain my feelings.. I feel scared, terrified and im not able to go to sleep.. I have this problem of insomnia whenever i go for funerals.. I hate this feeling.. its a feeling that i have difficulty overcoming.. i tried to pray hard to Allah to let me sleep in peace but i was still unable to.. i reali cant wait for morning so i can go to work and forget all that happened today.. Funerals were never a nice thing for me.. I reali pity my mother coz she has to stay awake to calm me down so im able to fall asleep but its still not working.. God, pls take all the unhappy moments i had today from my heart and tenangkan la fikiran hambamu ini.. And looking at my uncle that passed away so young at the age of 53 i realise that life is indeed short and evryone ought to find peace and the right path of life that is blessed by Allah.. I reali feel insaf and intend to get myself closer to Allah..
So short is life, so full of meaning
So short is life, expressing ones feeling
Life is short even but a day
Lest one can live, love, laugh and play
Lest one can hear one's point of view
And ask for judgement in what we do.
To help one another when things go wrong
To steady those that are not strong
The world must be full of wondrous things
More beautiful than gold money and rings
The meanings of our lives
Are out of sight, life is short
In ones own endeavor
To put the things he wants together
To do all the things he wants to do
In this wondrous world God's given you.
9:53 PM
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