Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Its been a long time i didn blog.. Been too busy with work until im completely lost with wat is happening to the outside world..every day stuck with my desk in my work place. today i woke up and got a fever. my eyes and face is swollen and i think its due to wat happened yesterday nite. yesterday was one hectic and long day for me. i reali pity en coz she's in between my problems..but i reali appreciate and cherished her for wat she's done for me.. if i don have your support and encouragement en, i would have been a weakling by now. ive made a big mistake to my darlin and i noe if though he forgives me, i will never be able to forgive myself. i noe it will take sometime for him to trust me again. time will just heal everythin. ive made another big mistake to my closest fren. and the result is ive lost him as my fren. i reali feel so devastated now. but i will now juz think of making my dear happy once again..now everythin else is not impt. its juz him (my dear), en my mum and my family.. i reali feel useless and reali wan to give up my life but i noe thats not the end to my problems..en always tell me that i cannot run away from my problems. as for my dear, i reali wan him to noe that i reali love him so much and i noe despite wat happened i hope he gives me time to prove my love for him once again. i noe dear u wan me to be ur future wife one day and i will be ok..love and miss u lots dear... take care...
3:35 pm
Sheila has poured her feelings
3:35 pm
Sheila has poured her feelings
