Today wasnt a very very good day for me..

9.50am

I was already at the Tan Tock Seng Hospital for my medical checkup for my tonsilitis. I was informed by my doctor that they will proceed with the removal surgery for my tonsils on the 29th of this month. Was reali shocked that it would be so soon... the doctor also mentioned that during my sleep study, i was stopped breathing for a few seconds at times.. that sounded reali scary to me so thats why now they would have to transfer me to a high dependancy ward after my half and hour surgery.. I will be put under general anesthetic and they would have to observe me after the OP.

11.30am

Had my lunch at the small cafe and had nasi lemak... the auntie wanted to clear my table so fast that she threw away my japenese pancake that i bought from BEAN... i was soo angry when i found out only later and felt sore abt it... hehe.. fav ma! then i still had to go for counselling for my OP, select the room type and had my blood test, BP test and X-Ray and stuffs.. so leceh lei the procedures before an OP can take place.

2pm
Dear came and joined me and mama for my checkup. He was looking so smart and handsome today.. hehe.. den halfway, Mummy(my aunt) called me to inform me that Daddy(my uncle) was admitted.. i was shocked to hear that he was vomittting blood.. so we went to the A&E to see him.. We waited till 4pm and still he's still not admitted yet to the ward. so me and dear decides to go for shopping a while..

4pm
We went to Bugis Village and dear bought a black jeans from levis(intro by me hehehe..) and a brown polo t.. I like all the things he bought today but i don know why im like feeling very troubled even when im out with dear.. i was thinking abt daddy's condition the whole outing.. i was so in my own world that a man stepped on my feet so hardly that i shouted 'OUCH!'. I was soo angry with that man.. felt like giving a kick at his ...... hehe...

6.00pm
We rushed back to Tan Tock Seng to see daddy.. Dear was soo sweet to me today.. he stayed with all my family, bought dinner for me, mama and even my cousin.. reali so sweet.. my uncles seemed to like him.. im reali proud to have a loving and caring boyfren but i do feel awkward at times becoz he looked so fit while im like a big and huge gal.. like not so matching with him..:(
Daddy's conditioned was so bad that i can feel like he's gonna leave us soon.. he was having breathing difficulty just now and the doctor mentioned to prepare for the worst and only miracles can happen now.. i feel so hurt and shattered to hear and see the way he was suffering just now all that because he's like the only father that is soo attached to me since i was a little baby.. it reali hard to let him go, but it pains to see him suffering too.. haiz... i could just pray to god to lessen his suffering and let him live a little longer. i reali hope evrything that happens would be the best from ALLAH because he is the one that decides. ALLAH is the great one.

11.30pm
I felt so tired and shagged already and mama suggested we go back and rest because she needed to go to work tmrw.. my feet was so tired and painful to walk.. reali aching.. reali cant wait to meet dear tmrw.. missing him so much.. and i found this game for gals who likes to dress up.. enjoy!

Girl Dress-up



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