Sunday, September 02, 2007Paranoid
I don know why these few days has been the most darkest period of my life for this year... After my OP, i become a little paranoid abt lots of things including my relationship.. I don know why but i feel that dear is not truthful to me nowadays.. maybe he's found someone else in his life.. maybe im no longer special to him.. im already feeling down that i cant eat and drink properly and even on Saturdays now i no longer spend time with him... Its been two saturdays already that he' s busy with stuffs.. I don noe whether i should believe him or not.. Because my sixth sense is telling me that he no longer loves me as much as before.. Haiz.. im trying not to be paranoid but there's always a saying that he's tired..
Im also worried for my bestie.. She loves to club now and the most i can help her is just advise her.. Its not that i don allow her to club, but she's addicted to it now and its all becoz of the jerk that came into her life.. He hurt my bestie and made her become what she has become today..
I reali hope she will change back to my old ain.. Sometimes i reali wonder why there are guys in this world.. Guys only know who to play with girls heart.. Today they say hi to you and tmrw they say bye.. Sometimes i myself don know if my bf is the one for me.. I hope that ive not made the wrong choice because i reali don want to regret it one day..
This poem is dedicated to all my frens and my bestie...
A Friend of Mine...
I've never ever met anyone quite like you.....
I've never ever met anyone quite like you.....
You're genuine and warm, and your heart is true.
People can count on you for that warm embrace,
For you help them through the challenges that they are forced to face.
You're happy for your friends and the path that they choose,
You'll be there forever, because you, they will never lose.
To your family you're a jewel that shines in the night..
If there's something wrong, you can make it right.
Your a person of strength and courage and love,
A friend I'll always cherish and definitely love.
12:25 AM
Sheila has poured her feelings
